Deeya
waaa , suda lme tidak post mngepost nei . adushh last june yg lpas . nseb bek engt lg pasword blog nei . ahha ! senget tol la . hahah :) its ok its orite . no worries :P

erm . da na rye da kn . waa , dasat2 da pecaye dong hai yoo . hahah ! mmgu depan je da na rye ee . best2 ta saba sb nr ny nei .. heheh !

ckp sal rye . bju rye korg da bli ? wane pe ? cantek ta? hahah ksot da bli ? heheh
tawon nei aq wane blck & purple . bju kebaye sarong . da lme kod mngidam na pkai bju nei
hehe akhir ny dpt jugk . tp first choice i na ad la bju nei . chntek suit nan aq . tp ta tny harge la kn . men cbe je . da too bekenan na mmpos . ttbe ble tny hrge . BAPAK dy ! hambekk 300rm just bju saje . lebeh gilerla la kn . trpkse tggl kn :( gera kod kad bju too . nseb bahal je . law ta ttawu laa . haiyaaa .

dis is how my kebaya look like , but mby blurr , its okeyy atleast i hv shown :)

then dis is my shoes :)

hooo ! lme kod ta update .bnde alah nei .hahah ! tade bnde na cter uad pe na update .haha ! okeyy lahh !sabtoo lpas la ,tarikh 3JULY2010 . aq .eyka && arda la da plan na hang out same same .but arda tajad koz moyang dy tad penang mniggl . so aq nan eyka je lahh . bestt yooo . hahah kte men bowling :)) pemenang ny ade lah aq !! haha ! best kn kn kn EYKA ! huhu .then ktorg karaoke . almk gmba karaoke tadela . hehhehe tape tape .then snap2 gambaa . masok fitting room org . uad mke ta mlu pinjm fitting room org snap la pic pic . haha ! cm sengal jee . uad huru hare tad KP . yaww :) dr KP g CP dr CP g KP alek . cm ta betol je . tp appe pon walo pon sempoi , tp mang best rr :) JOM kua G eyka !! haha ! bestfriend yg dulu dulu pureoure bek . skung da tade purepure dahh . ahha ! best best ! yey !! yey !! new relationship . hope will kekal lahh . yeyyy !! epyy tok kaw DEEYA !! huuuuuuu :) tmpe ARDA pon da okeyy . hahahah ! :)

cerite teringkass

semmgu nei citer sal best friend jee . ta boring ke ?? hahah ! bnde sme jee . hati makit skett addoo .
k la len r kn . taya citer sal dy . cm dy engt aq jeep :P

arinei kua nan eyka , tolong dy uad assgmnt yg ta ciap g . soo . aq kua uma nek bus kol 850am cm to laa then smpai klang kol 945qm . smpai smpi aq text eyka . ' oit dak tecik aq da smpai klang , ko na aq tggu mne . kfc tros ?' then dy ckp ' ha ok , tggu tad kfc tros r . prebet nei bodoh r time aq na gne tade plak . time tana belambak lambak ' haha ! mengong ajee .
aq pon tggu r tad kfc . g toilet dluu , snap2 pic .haha cm ta biase lakk . nga boring kn . aq choose na dok tgkat ats pastoo ade mkcik bengong nei leyy alaw aq . ckp ' adk , tgkat ats ta siap g . dok bwhh . t karang ramai je na dok ats . pdhal kusi kusi lom ciap letakk g ' aq nan selamber pndang kerek tron bwh . ta senyum tad dy pon . mmpos kaw aq na senyom ! haha !

aq tggu eyka tol tol depan pintu kfc lahh . haha . agk lme jgk . then dy smpai aq nan dy g cp . bli buku scrap tad the store . tujuan ktorg kua nei na uad kje . haha bkn jln jln . da beli dtg blek kfc then beli pape yg patod pastoo dok atss . tad tgkat atas aircon ta bukk . bpakk panas . pelo pelo aq . haha ! sengal . tp trpakse cbb na gne lappy nei . tad ats je aq taw ade plug . tad bwh tebuke sgt . so ta selese .
da crik port . ktorg start uad kje . dr kol 1045 i guess . smpai kol 1255 cmto bruu abis . tp too pon ta ciap g aq tolong dy uad cikit2 tad uma . then kemas2 sume g jln plak tgok beg , bju . waa aq da booking na bli beg nan bju . haha ! ta caba na dpt duett oo . yes yess !

sorry la yeaa gua mang gle shoping . gle make up gle sgle gale ny . haha ! yess !! its mee :) then dlm kol 1stgh eyka kne blek cbb na kne g uma makcik d . pastoo ktorg pon blek r . aq smpai uma kol 2 lbh na kol 3 cmtoo .
kepenatan tdoo :) haha !

apolagize ....

mm , todayy arda still ta dtg . tp smlm dy dtg . aq nan eyka plak ta dtg . hah ! pdn mke kaww :) ishh jaad ny aq :( kawan aq too . eyh eyh !! da nadia !! jgn pk bek bek lg . dy jahdd engat !! mmm ,, mm ,,,
smlm aq da tao dy dtg kola cbb to aq tana dtg . alasan tad mama senang jee aq bg 'sakit pale la mama' hehe , tp mang sakit pon . mama cm biase la bising la . tp kjap jeee , pasto dy g kje senyap la . haha !
tp dorg gtao yg arda ta bpe sihat . moody sket la . then dy blek uma . so meanss dy just dtg kola half dayy . mc la too . aq ta text dy lgsong since yestrdayy . soo . dy deam aq deam la . koz dy to law ade pape je na gne kn aq bru text :) means skung i can live without u . haha , ske ta kaw arda aq rse cmnei pas ko uad aq n eyka cmto ??? best kn , skung aq nan eyka rse cmneii pasneii spe plak yg aq lgsong tggl kn ko ??? tp aq ta doa kn spe spe tggl kn ko . just d'sbbkn ktorg yg syg ko gler gler nei ko sggop uad cmtoo . petahh g org len . n ko tgokk cm nei dorg akn lyn ko .

~~sok kua nan eyka . tlg dy ciap kn assgmnt ICT , aq akn bnto kaw eyka !! no worriess :)
ckp sal eyka . yeaaa aq admit aq byk dose nan ko . byk fkr negetv psl ko . mane ta ny since aq msok skolaa smpai skung bnde burokk burokk je aq denga sal ko even besties lme ko to pon ckp sal burok burok sal ko mne ta ny otak aq ta ngetv memanjang . mmg aq sedeyy cgt2 ble da taw ko bkn sprti yg dorg ckp kn . npe la aq BODOHH sgt cye dorg !!!??
jujo kn , aq syg ko dohh eyka !! n aq mule rse yg kte da rapad ta mcm dlu . ta mcm dlm kepure purean yg VAVI . ble engt kn taon lpas n taon nei cblm kte taw hal sbnr . byk kn aq kutok n agree pe dorg ckp . dose nyy aq . aq harap sgt ko maap kn aq . pd aq , aq da cerite kn sumeny . sume bnde jujo n betol tade tmbah2 . if ko ta cye pe yg aq citer trpulang kad koo yee . aq taley pkse ko ok cayerr aq . aq ta tahu na pure pure sbnr ny . even boleyy la sket sket . tp bg aq , aq mang susa na pure pure . n aq sndry admit aq nei agk luros bendol ! haha !! npe aq ckp cmto ?? cbb aq perasan aq cmtoo . n ade guk la org2 yg ckp . haha !! jd luros bndol sgt pon ta ok . jd org yg byk kepurean pon ta ok . adoo . cm ne neii hah ??

eyka ....
aq mntax maap sgt sgt tad ko heh ?? ko maap kn aq yee ?? myb ko org yg last aq cyerr bulat bulat pe yg ko cter . cozz , aq da penad na cyerr org aq da fed up gler . mne ta ny kn . ko sndry taw yg law BFF kter due pon sggop mengkhianati kepercyaan kte petah lg org lenn . mm . law ko ta maap kn aq . ADUSSS ! pe yg haruss aq buadd tok ko maap kn ??
arap ko ta simpan dendam tad a yeh ? kte due due sala jgk lam hal neii . so same sam ela brsyukorr yg kebenaran da brpihak pd kte .
cheeyyy wahh !! haha :) skema pny ayad . tade ciplakk loo :))

new ME:)

reborn !!
~~yeahh . its new DEEYA was born :) come bck to make a real n no acted life . im happy now . soo happy to hv a own life . tade na jge aty org sgt . ta kesa sal org sgt . da mlas sbnr ny na jge aty org . mlas na cye org . da fed upp . fed up sgt sgt .dlu pon pena guk kne nan besties sndry cmnei . skung kne agy . bgos sgt . ske sgt sgt .

sedap ohh kne cmnei . yeahh !

arda ta dtg lg arinei . so aq nan eyka lg . stiil ta abis abis lg cter sal arda . byk guk la bnde citer arinei . mang pling pling menyakid kn aty aq . sgt sgt sakid oo . but kne la tahan . na uad cm nei kn .

arda , aq takn tndok tad ko da , aq akn kurg kesa sal ko da , aq da mlas na jge diet ko , aq da tana la txt ko sllu , n law g tuition aq akn g wlopon ko ta ujodd . kozz i still leyy edop tnpe kaww kodd . so jgn na pasan yg aq nei g mne mne je msty na ade ko . sorry to sayy . skung ta lg . so ko jgn na megah megah sal to . okeyyy ? :)

if no one will listen-with lyrics

GOOD&&bad news

yestrday n today . arda absent . she didnt come to school . mmm coz ta bpe shatt . so aq nan eyka b'due sjee . soo , here aq na luahkn ape yg aq pndam nei .
~~ da good news is aq nan eyka da semakin rapad . aq dpt rse kerapatan ktorg ini . da tade pure pure bek cm dlu . sume perasaan trpndam ktorg same same da luahkn . n mengerti each other :) . good news right (:

but here , i got bad news too . its bout arda . yeahh jgn sngke air yg tenag tade buaye ke ikan ke sotong ke udang kee kn . aq mang kecewe gler nan dy . kecewe sgt sgt . even ta smpai la due tahun lg ktorg knal . tp aq da syg dy cm adk n kaka aq sndry . but she's not wht i thought . betrayed ? yess she is . depan bek blkang ade je cm cm bnde burok dy ckp sal aq . even lam ayat yg bek . just like hypocrite .
im saddd . saadd sadd . bnde yg aq rse sal arda same cm pe yg eyka rse gukss . ktorg dpt rse yg dy da berubah n da heppy nan life bru dy . wht she expected ?? sgke akn berade selame lme ny d atas ? dy engt org akn selameny snjong dy ?? keja dy ? trhegeh2 tad dy ??

she's not tha old ARDA . totally dffrent . now she's to sosial , sorry to say this arda , u now was to 'gedikss' , belagakk . n aq nan eyka ta rse yg ko perlu n syg ktorg cm mne aq nan eyka syg ko . ko engt rmai ske ko , syg ko , so ko leyy uad cm nei ??
mang ta d'nafikan classmate , teachers even dak dak lua yg bru knl ko , ske kwn nan ko tp bnde to takan kekal slmeny law ko rse bngge nan sume too . skung mmg rmai ske ko , rmai syg ko , ko leyy uad cm neii la kn , ta heran kn ktorg , ta heran kn cm ne ktorg resah tnpe ko . tp u kno wht , skrg da ta . aq ta akn rse resah or ta hepy law ko tade arda . its over . but kte akn ttap best friends . like we've promised b4 .

ko tatao yg aq nan eyka da tao sume bnd yg ko cite burokk burokk sal aq tad eyka . n eyka da tao sume cite cite burok yg ko citer sal dy tad aq , . so its fair . skung aq tao spe ko sbnr ny arda .

~~mang aq pena aja ko jgn trlalu rndah dri , yakin pd dri sndryy . but not like this . u wrong . u choose tha wrong wayy . ko salah anggp nan ape yg aq da taught u b4 . ko trlalu yakin smpai ko bgge . to bkn pe yg aq mksod kn . aq aja ko jgn trlalu rndah dryy supaye ko ta kne pijak , tp ko pijakk aq nan eyka . kwn BEK ko sndry . even ktorg lao bedue je ta skola , ko ta dtg kola , aq nan eyka ta pena na citer papee bnde burok sal ko . tapena arda tapena .. walo pon byk bnde ktorg ta puas aty sal ko . pendam pndam pndam . tp asl ko ?? asl ko taleyy jd ktorg ? aasl ko law aq ta dtg kola ko citer bnde bnde burok saal aq tad eyka . n ble nan aq ko citer bnde bnde burok sal eyka ? smpai ble ko na uad ktorg brmusohh ?? tp ko tao arda . sume to da berakhir . ktorg da tao . so , wht ever u said wht ever u wanna say its cant make us believe u like b4 . walao pon ko citer burok burok to jes tad aq nan eyka but ktorg still rse pedihh tramat sgt sgt !!! ko still citer bnde burokk guks ! taleyy ke lao ko ta puas aty ko dtg dok semeje n luahkn ?? luahkn tad org ny ? peluu ko ckp blakang2 ??
sgt kecewe nan kaww ):):

just one thing i still love and take care of u . i promised tad

my BESTIES

like others i hv bestfriends too . their name was EYKA&&ARDA . dorg due nei twiins aq . haha ! npe ? jeless . eleyy . honestly . sayang korg rapad rapad . ketad ketad && takan jarang wa ckp lu :)) even sometimes aderr je bnde yg mnyakid kn aty aq . aq deamm je . pndam rase . aq ta kesa . tp laww aq da mara too means kesabaran aq da trcaba . so law korg anggp aq mara too aq selfishh bek korg pk dulu . kozz aq akn mara if korg uad bnde yg sme ulang kali .
aq syg korg . gler gler pny . tp aq tatao na ckp cmne . aq ta ske la korg salah anggp tad aq . ta ckop ke pe yg aq uad tad korg mnunjuk kn aq syg korg ? korg na aq uad pe g ??
ARDA : tlg r jd arda yg lme . knp skung ko da len . len gler bpakk . ko da byk rasie . ko da trlalu sosial . dlu ko tak cm nei . aq rse aq ta pena aja ko pon bnde bnde cmtoo . bpe kli aq na ulang bnde yg sme tad ko ?? pless r pahammm . aq n eyka syg ko dohh . asl la cmnei plak jd ny . maap en aq law aq ade skid kn aty ko . sgt sgt myb aq ta pasan ,
EYKA : aq mnx maap la law slme nei ko rse aq ta pedulikn ko . tp sbnrny aq syg ko . pe yg ko rse to sume ta betl . sumpa aq syg ko nan arda . aq cbe took ta bg ko rse aq ta adel or wht ever ok .
we r friends :)

aq na korg tahu aq syg korg lebar lebar :) law ade pape yg uad korg trse aty mnx maap .
pape ta puas aty f2f aq ta kesa jnjy ta ckp blakang2 , aq ta ske gler too .
lgi sto . rasie rasie . aq TAK SUKE !!!!!!

little bit bout DEEYA :)

first of all~ yaw yaw . wats up dude :P ? hhaaha yeahh gilakx sebenter . hah ! aq ? inei lah aq . dak ta betol yg tah tron dari mane tapi kua sah sah dr peroD ibu pd 7july93 . tahon ayam tooo . jgn men men sama ayam wow ! ayam nei bek aww . cam aq !! haha knp ? ha sbb ny . k first , ha spe yg kejod korg subohh ? hah jwpn ny ayamm . law ade knduri laok aym msty ade kn . hah ! ayam lg . lg ? mmm . aarrgghh kaw pk la sndry . skung aq na citer sal dri aq bkn sal ayam . haha ! then , aq neeii dberi nme pnye la pnjangg . pnjanggg sesagt2 . na tao pnjg mne . alaa pnjagg sesgt2 laa . sesgt2 . haha ! tp prefer to be call as DEEYA for short . glomor too . haha . panggil la yeea gerenty ta dtg :P . lahir tad HOSPITAL AL-ARQAM , GOMBAK SELANGOR . law korg tny hosptl mne to ? mm korg crik la sndry . aq pon ta pnah nmpk hosptl to . haha ! siyess ta penah tgok !:)) ~~aq ta ske mkn . just ske air . means ske minom laa . adoii ! haha . aq ta ske mkn sbb 1) trauma gemok . haha ! 2) aq ske rse bunyi bunyi ble lapa TOO . best . haha ! cm cm rap ade . yo yoo yoo . haha ! then 3) aq ta ske rse perod aq ade rse penohh . walau sket pon. ha . huhu :) aq byk hobby . jup jup aq list kn neii >>

• berenang
• dance
• nyanyi
• online . haha !
• cycling
• sometimes ske lukis lukis && mewarne
  
• bce novel
• denga music , music is my soul ! woo :)

mm . to la antare ny :) eh men game pon okeyy haha !
aq ank yg FIRST lam family n anak PEREMPUAN yg tunggal . yg len sume hero hero . heroin aq sorg je . haha ! :) mnje lbeyy ke ? tade ny . lg kne mcm mcm ade la . tp yg best taya kongsi bilek , taya kongi make up . haha koz hero hero ta pkai make up kodd haha ! aww :P
hah ??
fam aq ? mm ta smpurne sgt . ade je cacat cele ny .
~~ginei citer ny . papa kndong aq nme dy rustam hasbullah , sorg penyayang bek , funny , happy go lucky guy , peramah , pemurahh . mang bek sgt2 . law dy ade skung d smping ktorg msty dy lahh ahli kuage yg pling pling rapad nan aq . aq syg dy . giler giler . spe ta syg papa oii ! tp dy tade tad sisi ktorg bkn sebb gi alam len tp d'sbbkn dicuri org . u kno wht i mean ? mm , dy kawen len . yg taleyy tahan nan best friend mama aq g to . nme betine to ? dayang ! hah ! org sabah bahh . nke cipan aq engt betine sundal to . aq ta cye yg papa aq sggop uad fam dy yg dy syg sgt sgt bg 'menatang minyak yg penoh' , cheh ! ade gak na selit2 peri bhase . haha ! ehh smbong alekk . ha , menatang mnyak yg penoh tadyy dy sggop tggl kn korg tnpe berite . bpe tahon tah dy tggl kn ktorg ngan tade nafkah , tade ggl kn ape ape moneyy tok ktorg . mse to mama ta keje g . ktorg stay tad batu gajah perak . dekad l nan kmpong aq time to . ade la mak mak sedare iaitu kaka or adk mama yg anta mknan tad ktorg , duet sket tok beli susu adk aq yg time too kecik stil mnom susu . mang tak trhingge susa payahh mama aq besa kn ktorg . papa tggl kn aq nan fam time umo aq 6 or 7 tahon . pasto papa da uad hal . ta alekk uma . kate g outstation la pe la . tp trkantoi koz mama call papa , cbb rndo sgt nan dy . mmbr papa gtao yg dy g nikah . MM , mama nanes balek uma jln kaki ... byg kn .. (nanes):(
time to ktorg kecik g . tatao pape . ble aq nan adk adk tny papa . mama akn ckp papa byk kje . to je la .
smpai satu ketike tad uma , da nazak sgt . lapa neii , mknn da abis . laok da tade na mkn . mama , selongkar almari almari , laci laci , beg beg . kumpol duet duet syiling yg mama jmpe lam beg , almari , laci . ade la singgit lbh . dpt beli telor 6 biji . dulu mura mura je brg . singgit lbh da dpt 6 bji telorr awww . soo , to je la sntapan ktorg anak beranak . tp , mama bkn mkn . lapik perod :( na save bajet ny pasal .
lpas dr arito aq nan adk adk dok tad kmpong nan opahh tad perak . ktorg 3 bradik dok nan opah . aq , sufee , nan ikhwan . mama ? cari keje tad KL . jgn ckp la susa ny .
aq nan fam mang trlalu rndo kn papa . smpai mama sggop kumpol duet na crik papa tad mne na g tmpt dy semate mate na jmpe . time to papa tad kedah . ktorah fly sne . jmpe r nan dy . rndo gler bpakk r aq ckp !!
ktorg yg trhegeh2 cari papa . papa lgsong ta hirau kn ktorg . smapi opah bising . opah ckp tapayah la bazer2 duet g keja org too . papa to cm na lari dr ktorg . koz ble ktorg da tao papa kje sne n dok nan bini bru dy . dy pndah PD lakk . ble ktorg fly sne lakk dy pndh tah kt mne . tade beriteee .
so , thts it , ktorg ta fly mne mne da pas to . koz opah bising . lg pon bazer je duet . dr sito n slepas ito ktorg idop tnpe papa :(:(
aq pon mkin besa .
when my age gettin 8 my lil brother follow mama . stay nan mama tad KL . so just aq nan opah n ade sorg mak sedare aq nei time to ta kawen g . haha tp skung da selmat pon . ade sorg ank g to :)
mm . pnjg r citer aq neii . susa na ckp . mcm mcm . sorg pon ta kan paham .
aq pndek kn je . opah ckp papa kne gne gne nan betine too . betine to na papa . cbb laki dy masok jail cbb DADAh ! yg uad aq bengkak r kn ,betine to da jnji nan mama yg dy anggp mama cm kaka angkt kndong n mama anggp dy adk angkd kndong . BUT see . wht she done to mama . isnt it cruel ???? mama smpai ta cye kaka kndong mama sndry bg tao yg kaka mama nmpk papa bekepit nan betine to tad mall . mama lbh cye kn betine to dr kaka kndong sndry . tp sggop dy uad mama cm nei kn . i hope she will get wht she gave us .
dlu papa kje manager tad awana genting highland , skung . tatao la . ko dlu dlu time jmpe dgar citer papa just kje driver ! driver !!! u hear tht > D R I V E R !!!!
SHIT ! tht women . dendam still bejln . nnti je lahh . hidop ktorg merane sbb dy . yeahh . sgt2 merane .

msty pelik kn cmne aq leyy tao sume citerr neii . aq trjmpe diari mama . tp ta lengkap so , pe yg aq tao je la yg aq taep boh lam blog aq neii . yg tatao msiihh bykk . aq tao byk g bnde yg aq tatao sal kuage aq neii ,

pape pon la kn . aq jujo ckp aq still rndo n syg papa . eventhough , skung ade papa bru yg taleyy pakai pny n ta kesa pon lawww papa bru nei ade ...papa rustam u still in my heart no matter wht . thts my promis u r my PAPA . mis u &&love u papa .

mama i love u too mamam , alwayss (: