Tuesday, June 22, 2010

GOOD&&bad news

yestrday n today . arda absent . she didnt come to school . mmm coz ta bpe shatt . so aq nan eyka b'due sjee . soo , here aq na luahkn ape yg aq pndam nei .
~~ da good news is aq nan eyka da semakin rapad . aq dpt rse kerapatan ktorg ini . da tade pure pure bek cm dlu . sume perasaan trpndam ktorg same same da luahkn . n mengerti each other :) . good news right (:

but here , i got bad news too . its bout arda . yeahh jgn sngke air yg tenag tade buaye ke ikan ke sotong ke udang kee kn . aq mang kecewe gler nan dy . kecewe sgt sgt . even ta smpai la due tahun lg ktorg knal . tp aq da syg dy cm adk n kaka aq sndry . but she's not wht i thought . betrayed ? yess she is . depan bek blkang ade je cm cm bnde burok dy ckp sal aq . even lam ayat yg bek . just like hypocrite .
im saddd . saadd sadd . bnde yg aq rse sal arda same cm pe yg eyka rse gukss . ktorg dpt rse yg dy da berubah n da heppy nan life bru dy . wht she expected ?? sgke akn berade selame lme ny d atas ? dy engt org akn selameny snjong dy ?? keja dy ? trhegeh2 tad dy ??

she's not tha old ARDA . totally dffrent . now she's to sosial , sorry to say this arda , u now was to 'gedikss' , belagakk . n aq nan eyka ta rse yg ko perlu n syg ktorg cm mne aq nan eyka syg ko . ko engt rmai ske ko , syg ko , so ko leyy uad cm nei ??
mang ta d'nafikan classmate , teachers even dak dak lua yg bru knl ko , ske kwn nan ko tp bnde to takan kekal slmeny law
ko rse bngge nan sume too . skung mmg rmai ske ko , rmai syg ko , ko leyy uad cm neii la kn , ta heran kn ktorg , ta heran kn cm ne ktorg resah tnpe ko . tp u kno wht , skrg da ta . aq ta akn rse resah or ta hepy law ko tade arda . its over . but kte akn ttap best friends . like we've promised b4 .

ko tatao yg aq nan eyka da tao sume bnd yg ko cite burokk burokk sal aq tad eyka . n eyka da tao sume cite cite burok yg ko citer sal dy tad aq , . so its fair . skung aq tao spe ko sbnr ny arda .

~~mang aq pena aja ko jgn trlalu rndah dri , yakin pd dri sndryy . but not like this . u wrong . u choose tha wrong wayy . ko salah anggp nan ape yg aq da taught u b4 . ko trlalu yakin smpai ko bgge . to bkn pe yg aq mksod kn . aq aja ko jgn trlalu rndah dryy supaye ko ta kne pijak , tp ko pijakk aq nan eyka . kwn BEK ko sndry . even ktorg lao bedue je ta skola , ko ta dtg kola , aq nan eyka ta pena na citer papee bnde burok sal ko . tapena arda tapena .. walo pon byk bnde ktorg ta puas aty sal ko . pendam pndam pndam . tp asl ko ?? asl ko taleyy jd ktorg ? aasl ko law aq ta dtg kola ko citer bnde bnde burok saal aq tad eyka . n ble nan aq ko citer bnde bnde burok sal eyka ? smpai ble ko na uad ktorg brmusohh ?? tp ko tao arda . sume to da berakhir . ktorg da tao . so , wht ever u said wht ever u wanna say its cant make us believe u like b4 . walao pon ko citer burok burok to jes tad aq nan eyka but ktorg still rse pedihh tramat sgt sgt !!! ko still citer bnde burokk guks ! taleyy ke lao ko ta puas aty ko dtg dok semeje n luahkn ?? luahkn tad org ny ? peluu ko ckp blakang2 ??
sgt kecewe nan kaww ):):

just one thing i still love and take care of u . i promised tad

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